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Wednesday, August 26, 2009

APUSH

Lately I've been thinking about something through. I'm not a quitter and I would hate to say that I am. Call me stubborn but that's just the way I am. Anyways, I'm not saying as in quitting in the middle of a game if I can't pass a level, or quit dressing up for Halloween when I know I'm about to turn 16.

APUSH. AP US HISTORY.
Not that history is already a pain in the ass for me since 8th grade but one of the most boringest subject EVER. One reason why I didn't took AP history last year was because I HATE HISTORY. and it's already boring as it is. So why do something that I don't like? I mean sure it'll look good on your transcipt and all but I always tell myself   "You can transfer after 2 years to your desired college..." I don't know how transfering work yet but i would like to believe that. 

So as i was doing my apush hw, i got easily distracted, not that i can't do this i know i could but i'm putting so much effort into something i don't want to take but force myself to take just so it can look "good" on my transcipt or make myself look smarter and "challenging" myself. I don't want to force myself to wake up in the morning dreading that class and hoping that the teacher is absent everyday.  I'm almost finish with the hw and I'm just like "shit, i hate this so damn much why should i even bother anymore? why am i doing something i know i'm capable of but yet hate so much? Why am i going through so much to put myself in a better school position?"

and that's when i realized that i didn't want to take apush anymore. Call me a quitter, I know. I hate it when i know i could do something but i never really put all my effort in it cause i'm too lazy to. Then i look around at my friends. How they work so hard for something, to go off to a good college, to be on top (since this world is full of competitions now) and how i feel so lame for not wanting to do it. Is it just me? Cause i think whether or not i take apush i would still win in the end if i know what i want for my future.

I think of it like a rode split in half. 2 people starts. One takes the easier route and the other takes the harder route. Now these 2 people wants to become the same thing. I think those 2 people are winners if they actuaclly reach their dreams and is satisfy with it. I guess i'm saying one just tried a little harder then the other to get where they want to be or one took the easy route, some of which may say "not challenging enough." I guess it's a fair victory right?

So yeah, call me lazy, dumb, quitter, and all that but as long as i become what i want to be and when all my dreams come true i wouldn't call myself a quitter but i did it. everything i want is right here with me and as long as i'm happy it's all that matters right? wait, i'm going off the tangent here.

But what i'm saying here is i'll drop apush simply cause i don't like it. hmmmm...


Thursday, July 16, 2009

Currently
You Belong With Me
By Taylor Swift
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Back From Kentucky Part 1

First thing's first, yes i did went to eat KFC when i was in Kentucky. But i didn't bring back any, nor the bones, for any of you guys. Even if i did tried to bring some back i would had prolly ate it due to hunger.

I have a lot to type about my past 2 weeks of summer when i went to Kentucky to visit my grandpa. I'll just break down the main points, the exciting parts and some sad parts.

2 days before i'd left i had this dream that i was going to be sick. and guess what? it happen the next day. Thursday to be exact. I was all lazy and tired and dizzy. To make matters worst my mom was calling me from left to right to do this and do that before we leave.

Next morning was a Friday morning. Had to wake up around 6am. I felt like a heavy lump. Walking myself to the bathroom was painful and i felt really heavy. The plane flight was horrible. I was aching, cramping, and my legs felt like i was going to chop them off any moment if they dont leave me alone. And i was cold all the time. I wore a jacket. And within that jacket i'm still cold.

When we got there it was around 10pm (which will be like 7pm over in Cali) When we got to the house i quickly took a shower and brush my teeth and went to bed. I forgot there was a little thing called JETLAG. so i couldn't sleep. I just lay there and rested my eyes and hope my body doesn't ache nomore. The night before i was talking to one of my friend, "yeah this will be the last call until 2 weeks from now." Told him that and made that last late night phone convo last. But that night as i was laying he called me. Guess he didn't understand the "last phone call until 2 weeks from now" thing. But it's okay, i couldn't sleep anyways and it was like what? 2-3am over there. The phone nights continued for the next few..more then few...but few days. Until i told him that i was adjusted with the time already. That he actually listened to.

The next day wasn't any better. I had to get out of bed. I was going to my dad's sister's wedding (which btw, was clebrated at a resturant...that serves SEAFOOD (didn't know that until we got there) (also i am allergic to seafood)) that i do and do not want to go to. But i suck it up and went anyways. getting ready was a pain in the ass with my mom and grandma. My grandma yelled at me to like go put on make up and do my hair and shit.

SHIT. WTF. i just got here, i don't know where the damn curlers or w/e where it is. I dont even know how to use make up to be honest. I went into the restroom and cried cause i was so mad. I took a quick showe rto wet my hair and to just blow dry it to make it look better. My mom came in and helped me with the makeup. When i was done i wanted to shove a knife down my grandma's throat.

The wedding wasn't that bad. I mean meeting my family on my dad side was a bit hard since i forgot their names and how to call them. You know in Vietnamese they got these things where you say "Bac, Chu..." blahh dunno how to spell and all that. So i got them mixed up at one point and was corrected the next. Embarassing. I mostly hang out with my cousin Jennifer. Thank goodness i have her. She was suprised to see me. Guess somebody didn't imformed my cousins that i was coming cause my other cousin was suprised too. But happy. (:  I'd also made some new friends. HEHE. And as for my little brothers, it was ackward for them. aha. they sorta forgot me since the last time i'd visited they were still so young. My dad made every effort he can to spend time with me. (This i did not tell my grandma or mom or any adult on my mom side of the family but only to my cousins) cause what's the point of trying to defend him and make him sound like a good guy? they hate him.

Overall the wedding turned out great. Congrats to my auntie and that lucky guy.

That night my grandma got me mad again.

The next few days my cousins and I went shopping. Those few days, my dad problem didn't died. and during those few days i cried again and again for the same damn thing. Then the next  next day which wa slike a Monday, my stepmom called to aks if i wanted to go have breakfast with them. I wanted to say yes but i said no. I told them that they're talking hecka shit over here and that i i'm tired of it. She understood quickly and said "okay, next time we'll just buy you a ticket and you can come over. sorry for the trouble." I felt horrible afterwards but it's okay. I'm trying to be strong about this thing but i know i can easily break down. Cause it had happened.

 

Welps i'm done with Part 1. I wanna go practice with my guitar. I misss it so much. Hope i'll update more soon. Cause the next part is the fun part. ;D


Saturday, June 13, 2009

6.13.06

Today is 6.13.09.
I'm stupid for still loving this date.
But i can't help it, but i won't be too hard on myself.

Anyways one of my senior friend graduated recently. I'm so proud of her.
It remember that it was as if yesterday was 6th grade when i'd first met her.
As the years progresses all i got to say is that i EFFING love our friendship.

I should get packing. Camping with AYPAL tomorrow yay!
So lazy nowadays. Duh it's the summer, time to relax.

Moments like these makes me laugh. (:

Alien LCK 14 (10:54:59 AM): wen hungry cant be picky! >:[
Alien LCK 14 (10:55:09 AM): unless ur hungry for sum booger then pick away!

Alien LCK 14 (10:55:11 AM): (:

(that made my mornning.)

MidnightCoffee x (12:41:59 PM): get me some kentucky grilled chicken when you come back. =]
x frappucciny 93 (12:42:10 PM): LOL
x frappucciny 93 (12:42:12 PM): mmmkay xD
MidnightCoffee x (12:42:13 PM): LOL that's my souvenir. AHAHA
x frappucciny 93 (12:42:18 PM): if i dont eat it along the way back
MidnightCoffee x (12:42:23 PM): LOL awwwww

 
m13nboi4lyfe2300 (12:38:57 PM): of course im rite
m13nboi4lyfe2300 (12:39:05 PM): lol
x frappucciny 93 (12:39:24 PM): pft.
m13nboi4lyfe2300 (12:39:41 PM): wat do you mean pft?
m13nboi4lyfe2300 (12:39:41 PM): lol
x frappucciny 93 (12:39:51 PM): that you're wrong
m13nboi4lyfe2300 (12:40:05 PM): pft you ite back den
m13nboi4lyfe2300 (12:40:06 PM): ahah
x frappucciny 93 (12:40:17 PM): pftt.
x frappucciny 93 (12:40:24 PM): lol.
m13nboi4lyfe2300 (12:40:47 PM): pfttttttttt
x frappucciny 93 (12:40:59 PM): pffttt you pfttterrr
m13nboi4lyfe2300 (12:41:33 PM): pfttttt you pfttttttter and pfttttttttttest
x frappucciny 93 (12:42:56 PM): pfttt you pfffffyyyy pfffftter pfftttest pffty pifftter
x frappucciny 93 (12:43:06 PM): ughh. doesn't sound like a word anymore
x frappucciny 93 (12:43:07 PM): thanks alot
m13nboi4lyfe2300 (12:43:15 PM): ahah okay your welcome
m13nboi4lyfe2300 (12:43:16 PM): =]
 
i mean like come on?! the simplest things on earth can make me crack a smile. even if it wasn't meant to make you smile. That's why i love people who has a good sense of humor.<3
i tend to smile a lot now a days. probably because not a lot of drama is going on as it used to. i remember back then in middle school it was hell. it got so bad to a point that i went to get some counseling. but it's all good now. i'm so content with life now.
 
now all i need to worry about is to make my last 2 years of high school the best. (:<
 
I'm so sore. From What?!
the end of the year picnic yesterday!
Toss the tennis ball, football, and a little bit of friesbe, played high jump, and then elbow tag all got my muscles sore!
But it's worth every muscles cause i sure did had fun!


Sunday, April 26, 2009

Currently
Sober
By Pink
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Rude Much?

I would never ever do this to my children.

I went shopping today with my family. My mom and i was looking at some hang bags and that reminded me of all the purses and handnags my dad's side gave to me. I asked my mom where was it because i ask her to keep it for me. Bad mistake now that i knew what happened to it. She told me she gave it to my auntie over in Vietnam.

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wtf. you gave away MY gifts?

i was so pissed off. HOW THE FUCK ARE YOU GOING TO GIVE AWAY SOMEBODY ELSE'S GIFTS? how dare you did that? where in the world did you get the nerves to do such a thing? THIS IS A CRIME! is it? if not then it should be. i can't stress out how rude my mom was to even do that. i thought adults knew better and that family is suppose to be...you know...loyal and shit. i couldn't believe how upset i was.  what kind of mother are you? i can't believe this. it's just so upseting for a parent to be this kind of model. how come when i do something bad, you call it rude. how come when i yell back at you, you said it's rude. how come when i didn't buy your husband some Starbucks you call that rude? how come when i teases my little sister you call that rude? but here you are giving away my stuff like it's junk. MY STUFF! what ever happens to your stuff? what ever happened to respect? privacy? what ever happened to the good mom? and yet you didn't tell me this. YOU DIDN'T EVEN ASK ME! of course i'm going to say no, DUH! but is that worst then losing your child's trust? i can't even explain how i feel. al i've got to say is that i could not believe how rude you are.

your adittude pisses me off enough already. you talk shit about people and you expect forgiveness. you whine to your husband about nonsense a 6 year old would complain about. you expect people to treat you right, with respect. and if they don't you turn the other cheek and talk shit about them. and when people talk shit about you, you JUST have to talk about them back. you don't even have a reason.  you expect everything to go your way,. you expect everything to be fine. you expect me to forgive you when i found out about this.

what happens if i can't? if i can't forgive and forget this situation? i'm not 6 anymore. where i don't know shit. i do now, and to the core of this earth i don't know how you can make it up for me. i mean, sure go buy me another bag but there's a HUGE differences between the one i recieved and the one you bought. if that auntie was despreate for a bag go fucking buy one. WTFUCK. you excuse was that "she asked for it." WELL, did she asked for that golden bag, the one with the big G button that stands for Guess? Did she asked for the one that is a backback, golden and with some type of designer's name on it? did she even know thta it was mine? if she did, then she's a piece of shit too. (i don't really respect that auntie anymore).

i can't believe this. this piece if shit. who on earth would commit such a crime? man. call me rude for calling them names but i just don't care anymore. to have a mom like this, why should i even give he rmore respect then i already am? she loses it. idc. i thought she knew from right and wrong but...this? losing a bit of trust over some bags? way to go mom. shit.

-pheeeeeeew, humans disgust me.

yesterday i went to the movie. I was waiting in line to use the restroom. this one black sort of old lady walked and there was this black girl (about 15)standing with her foot sticking out. the lady walked and sort of tripped over the foot. the girl looked at her....just looked. the lady looked. looked away. looked back. the girl just looked. the lady then walked away.

i was waiting for the girl to say sorry. waiting for her lips to move. but it didn't. and it made me wonder how rude people can be. THAT WAS SOO RUDE. wtf. i mean, she's even your own race too. and you didn't even said sorry. i hope one day, karma comes and bites you.


Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Currently
I Don't Care
By Fall out Boy
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when life gives you shit,
flush it



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